Thursday, April 10, 2008

Beast might be back

My hands are ice cold. Not sure I can type this.

Tiny spot on her right kidney. Might be tumor. Might be nephrogenic rest. Either way, they'll do surgery.

Oh God. The rage the denial the fear. I can't help sobbing and LW keeps asking "Why are you crying, Mama?"

It might be nothing. It might be nothing. It might be nothing.

Oh God. Please.

15 comments:

Philocrites said...

Oh no. You and LW and your family are in my heart and prayers. I had hoped you'd never have another scare after everything you've all been through. May you find the strength you need.

Ms. Theologian said...

Oh! I am so sorry to hear this! You are Little Warior are in my thoughts and prayers.

ms. kitty said...

Oh dear, LE, I'm so sorry. Immediate prayers and love for you and LW.

Jess said...

Oh, sweetie. Hang in there. *hugs*

Terri Dennehy Pahucki said...

I am so sorry to hear this. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family.

h sofia said...

I just lit a candle for your LW - praying it's nothing.

uumomma said...

More thoughts and prayers and love.

plaidshoes said...

You and your family are in my prayers. I can't imagine how hard this must be.

Steve Caldwell said...

I'm sorry to hear this -- and I'm hoping that the surgery goes OK.

You're in my thoughts and prayers.

Earthbound Spirit said...

Hang on. Hang in. Know you're not alone - and neither is LW. Holding all of your family in the light, sweetie.

Chalicechick said...

You're in my thoughts, too.

CC

ogre said...

I'll keep you both in my thoughts. Deep breaths.

elizabethslittleblog said...

There is nothing to say but what they all said. We are with you in whatever ways we can be. Sending good energy and hope and crossed fingers and lit candles. I hope it is nothing. Hope hope hope.

kim said...

Oh dear! I hope it is nothing....
Sending good thoughts your way for you and your family and especially Little Warrior.

Mary Ann said...

I am so terribly sorry.